Monday, January 09, 2006
I am gonna start my crappings again...okok..nvm..todae not gonna crap...jus gonan talk about sth which...aiya u will kno later..Sum1...i name it the person. I have been frens wif the person for sho long time lerx (since pri 4 until now lehx)..n in e end until now, we r behaving like total stragners lorx. Hes counted as part of our 'gang', but we dun talk to each other at all lorz, kan dou bu kan yi yan! I mean not onli i felt that, even ann n la la can feel lahx..It all happen during dat dam particular day in november...nvm long story. I mean...yeah every1 knos that dat matter is already settled, i was jus tinking why can't we just get bac to normal like wad we used to be?? WHY? i kno i've not been a gd sis ok...u are always there for me whenever im upset or wad, but for me im like e opposite. Im onli there for u a few times?? i din even kno how mani times ( too little to remember) . I reali hope we can b bac wad we used to be.. I don't kno why we both are behaving in tis manner...i tried talking to him and then a few words reply n the conversation stop! If i din start the convo. , he would have jus walk pass me witout saying anytink. He now in our gang jus like sticking to ws, i was jus like an outsider to him..even though he nt my bf i duno y like he make such a dam deep 'wound' for wad he is responding to me? Every morning u can see like i a lot of times coincident met him lar which we took e same bus den even though we are walking so close, we nrv even talk anytink lorx..haiz..i realli duno wad to do ler la...now dun even see him online dun even sms dun even talk..argh!!!*sob sob**lost gal*
EnD oF ToDaY's LifE.! =)*
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